hey on the last thursday i chat on the phone with my ex izam we talk bout my boyfriend and we chat on the phone very long like 3pm till 4.30pm larhq and we talk bout my is he really my boyfriend larh or not then i say that why he dont want to see me say want to see me untill january now may already then my friend say that we angry cos that my godsis go and tell everyone that my boyfriend is z......then i say that WoW! he angry with my godsis cos she go and tell everyone that i stead with z..... then i say that want to angry with my godsis Then what he dont want to see me where can like that not fair at all i am his girlfriend didnt do anything wrong he dont want to see me then my friend say that he not angry with u .he just angry with my godsis cos she tell everyone in school then ...then i say back to my friend i say that Hey! he can hide at outside i cannot leh cos i in school later everyone say my boyfriend is Za...... then i just keep quit only larh somemore later my principal.vice principal. social worker will say to me that Your boyfriend is Zaha.. then i also dont know what to say and i really love hym thats why i dont want to break with hym again just cos of my school again thats not going to happen okie anyway i tell my friend in the hp i invite my friend and my guy to go chalet my school friend invite me soo i invite my friend and my guy larh then my friend say he will go okie then i say to my friend if you and my guy didnt go i will be one girl alot of boys and i alone girl okie soo if u both didnt go the boys will disturb me ...he say he think okie
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Fiqah
Here there ppl outthere
Now i Hate to be in a relaitionship larhq cos when i am in a relaitionship i didnt do anything worng then me and my guy fight i also dunno why larhq we always fight i hate fight in a relaitionship larhq
anyway we fight also cos of small matter larhq seiii i also dont understand larhq somemore he say that he want to meet me then i wait hym like shit then when i call hym he put down the phone mother fuckker larhq seii
if u really love me dont do like that larhq okie i hate it sia cos i that time going home from my school with my guys friends larh okie then he tell me that i go see my guy friend then i say to hym p***** larhq ok i also didnt care if he didnt sms me at all larhq cos i also got alot of guy outthere somethere i also can wait for the perfect love and a perfect guy ever not like just want to se** i am not the kind of girl who sell the **** to ppl okie
Hello
This monday may 10 i got SA1 test in the morning i hope i can do it larhq very hope that i can do it cos my maths is very weak larhq i really hope lah i can do it cos if i pass then next year i can get out from metta and graduraition and find full time work and save the money to help parents and save the money for myself larh anyway.....i will not have a guy in my life frist okie i will enjoy frist okie and i will not make a move frist okie if the guy want me he must make a move frist okie
Hey i am single mingle larh seii forever larhq sad seii no boyfriend but is it true i now no boyfriend do i will enjoy myself without a guy in my side always .......maybe i will maybe i will not just see what will happen okie
and i now is lonely when i get my true love not a lie love maybe i will be happy forever i want a perfect love not the lying want its give me heart pain larhq
Anyway now i got no boyfriend i will try to really study hard so that i can graduraition next year and i can find a full job larhq to help my family larhq still got no boyfriend in my heart or my side i maybe will proceed for my dreams and i will fine money and take a license motorbike larhq seii I hope my dreams will happen okie
if my dreams will come true i will not have a guy by my side forever !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cos I want my dreams come true first then can find the perfect love ever
HOPE MY DREAMS COME TRUE ,STUDY HARD AND CONTINUE STUDY WHEN graduraition okie
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